Below are the 11 most recent journal entries recorded in onmyown869's LiveJournal:

Friday, July 8th, 2005
1:13 pm	beachhhhh thought id update this.....umm its been like 3 months since i last wrote in here.....way too much happened.....finally its summer.....its been alright....some fun times.....although way too much drama for me to handle....just got my wisdom teeth out tuesday so i got to stay home....this is the 4th day in a row of me sitting home....luckily julia and sam came to visit me or else i think i would have gone insane.....hoepfully ill be going out later.....umm going to newjersey beach sometime too this summer CANNOT WAIT....i officially love the beach.....and then camelbeach next week hopefully :)....oh it will be fun.....im done haha cya! Current Mood: sore Current Music: "konstantine" something corporate (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
9:33 pm	ahhhhhh hmmm figured id update this since i havent in a while and me and julia were talkin about it lol.....i've pretty much been writing in my private journal lately....not gonna bore u with that(guys).....well i kno julia knows pretty much all about it haha.....sorry i go on about it too much! haha........i guess i just need a psychiatrist!!!!......soooo anyway......i got a car!!!!!!!!!!!! on friday i got it....it was AWESOME....i come hoem from work and just see it sitting in the driveway.....altho i cant drive it to school which is gay....who knows where my parents came up with that rule.....ummm went to the senses fail show on saturday....that was AMAZING lol...havent gone to a big show in a while... it was insane......i stll cant believe motionless in white opened for them!! it was so weird seeing ur friends sign autographs lol.....got home JUST in time....10:59 lol.....nothin else really exciting after that....just hanging out with ppl as usual goin to the mall everyday haha....altho i stayed home pretty much the past 2 days....its gayyyy.....hopefully tomrorow tho ill b going out......nothin really exciting going on.....after last nights dream....nothin else seems to matter....................I NEED A LIFE.......yeah im goin lol byeeeeeeeeeeee Current Mood: discontent Current Music: "The nurse who loved me" a perfect circle (Comment on this)
Monday, March 7th, 2005
8:12 pm	life sucks penguin balls lets see.....life sucks.....pretty much sums this up.......guys are confusing as fuckin jello.....i just dont kno wut to do anymore......i try ignoring it.....i try confronting it......i try inbetween......i just dont kno wut to do anymore....AT ALL and no one seems to be helping me.....usually at least one of my friends can give me some kind of advice.....but not this time.....all im getting is.....well just ignore it.....tell him about it.........altho i did both so yeah im done babbling on cuz its not helping....i dont kno....it just sucks cuz at least something would work....but nopeeeeeeeeeeee.......well anyway umm i cnat really think of nething else right now....jsut that i should really get anti-depressant pills lol.....umm i guess ill write more when i can actually think straight.... nighttttttt Current Mood: depressed Current Music: "your own disaster" tbs (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 20th, 2005
8:42 pm	1. Last place I've been to -- New Jersey? i think 2. I am very much -- bored 3. They say I'm -- weirddddd 4. Yesterday I ate -- burger & wendys & mcdonalds 5. Last missed call -- season 6. Last person you called -- steph 7. Last name in your received calls -- serena 8. How old are you --16 9. What music is playing -- clutch "green buckets" 10. Last thing I drank -- milk 11. Last somewhat big purchase (over $50) -- cell phone bill? 12. I want to buy -- car or labtop 13. I really hate –- being stuck home 14. I have a crush on -- mash potatoes 15. I like being -- weird HAVE YOU EVER: 1. Kissed your cousin/s – No 2. Ran away – no 3. Broken someone's heart – doubt it 4. Had ur heart broken – Yes 5. Cried when someone died - Yes 6. Broken a bone - No 7. Cried in school – i think so THIS OR THAT: 1. Coke or Pepsi -- doesnt matter 2. Sprite or 7up -- sprite 3. Flowers or candies -- depends....neither prolly 4. Quiet or loud -- depends 5. Blondes or brunettes -- brunettes!!!! (no offense to my blonde friends hahah) 6. Tall or short -- taller than me 7. Jeans or shorts -- Jeans WHAT/WHO IS: 1. Your good luck charm – my i <3 pigeons socks??? 2. Person u hate most – i think everyone knows this one 3. Favorite number/s – 13 WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE: 1. Color/s? – black & white 2. Movie/s? – napoleon dynamite 4. Subject/s in school – algebra 5. Holiday/s - 4th of july 6. Season? – summer WHO: 1. Makes u laugh the most? – different ppl 2. Makes u smile? - ^ 3. Has a crush on u? – no one....not even my bf DO YOU EVER: 1. Sit by the phone waiting for a call all night? no 2. Save yahoo/aim conversations? if they're REALLY good lol 3. Save emails? ^ 4. Wish u were someone else? yeah 5. Cried because of someone's mean words? prolly HAVE YOU: 1. Made out w/ just a friend? – Yeah 2. Been in love? Yes ANY LAST WORDS: The flippin' grapefruit jumped on my turtle and killed him. Current Mood: blah Current Music: "green buckets" clutch (Comment on this)
8:32 pm	xxxxxxxxxxxx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! realllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyy bored....here's a survey Put an 'X' next to what you have accomplished Have you ever... (x) snuck out of the house ( ) gotten lost in your city (x) saw a shooting star ( ) been to any other countries besides the united states ( ) had a serious surgery (Or will) (x) gone out in public in your pajamas ( ) kissed a stranger (x) hugged a stranger ( ) been in a fist fight ( ) been arrested ( ) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose (x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator (x) swore at your parents (x) been in love (x) been close to love (x) been to a casino ( ) been skydiving ( ) broken a bone (x) been high ( ) skinny-dipped (x) skipped school ( ) flashed someone ( ) saw a therapist ... [it was a PHYSICAL therapist. not a mental one] (x) played spin the bottle (x) gotten stitches (x) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour (x) bitten someone ( ) been to Niagara Falls (x) gotten the chicken pox (x) kissed a member of the opposite sex (x) kissed a member of the same sex ( ) crashed into a friend's car ( ) been to Japan (x) ridden in a taxi ( ) been dumped (x) shoplifted ( ) been fired ( ) had a crush on someone of the same sex (x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back [haha omg yeah.dont even get me started] (x) gone on a blind date (x) lied to a friend ( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans ( ) been to Europe (x) slept with a co-worker ( ) been married ( ) gotten divorced ( ) had children ( ) seen someone die ( ) had a close friend die ( ) been to Africa ( ) Driven over 400 miles in one day ( ) Been to Canada ( ) Been to Mexico ( ) Been on a plane (x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show ( ) Thrown up in a bar ( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire (x) Eaten Sushi ( ) Been skiing/snowboarding (x) Met someone in person from the internet ( ) lost a child ( ) gone to college ( ) graduated college ( ) done hard drugs ( ) tried killing yourself ( ) fired a gun (x) purposely hurt yourself (x) taken painkillers (x) love someone or miss someone right now Current Mood: blah Current Music: "i'm not okay" my chemical romance (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, February 14th, 2005
5:40 pm	VALENTINES DAY SUCKS i need to get a life and stop being grounded all the time.....jeez louise....this is actual torture.....I CANT SIT HERE ANYMORE.....oh yeah....i need cheese whiz.....another thing i need....stop being confused all the time....its acutally insane!!!!!! yes.....insanity......like the ducks are quacking and foaming at the mouth and taking over the world......those crazy ducks.....alright im goign before i go COMPLETELY insane......peeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaccccccccccccccceeeeeeeeee Current Mood: confused Current Music: "mr. brightside" the killers (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 9th, 2005
8:10 pm	valentines day sucks heyyyyyyyyyyyy.....i'm bored adn have nothing else to do so i decided to write in here cuz im just that cool....just got back from the mall then lyndseys....yes i actually got out of the house....from those of you that didnt hear i am now grounded....until the end of the month.....its bullllllllll.....but yeah i slept over my friends house.....whats so bad about this???.....HE HAS A DICK!!!! OMG that means we had sex.....oh yes....one of my best friends boyfriends....thats who i fucked.....and especially the fact that i have a bf makes me want to fuck him more....AND the fact that there were 2 other people in the room....but oh yes something DEF. happened.....but whatever.....just long story about this whole grounding thing....dont really feel like explaining it over and over once again.....if u really wanna kno just ask....i just might tell you......but i got to get outta the house yesterday to go to the library ahah...then i just went out to eat and shit with justin.....i cut my library time short haha just grabbed random books that said adoption on the cover.....but whatever......then i came to the decision yesterday that i wanna get my lip pierced before i turn 17 instead of 18....yayyyy.....i cant wait lol one of these nights im just gonna pierce it myself....maybe tonight who knows lol.....ahhh im gonna go flippin crazyyyyyy......but yeahhh ahah then today mall to get my check took jess with me....umm ate food from mcds yummmmm....then saw tanya haha....tehn i went to gallery of sound FINALLY got matchbook romance cd.....went to pac sun...frank got his haircut....wasnt as bad as i thought it was at first...finally got him to take his hat off.....then took jess home...went to lyndseys....went over homework and shit....got mcds on the way home.....yes im a fatass.....oh man i hate valentines day....and it sucks my bf like loves it.....not coooooool.....i fuckin hate it with a passion and i cant tell him cuz he already got me somethin....crapppppppppppppppppppppppppp yeahh im done.......later gater Current Mood: drained Current Music: "Tiger Lily" matchbook romance (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 3rd, 2005
9:02 pm	hmm lets see umm since last time i updated this...hmm made some new friends from myspace....made a new boyfriend haha....thats right me with a boyfriend...weird huh?......and today....went to the mall with serena...we wanted to see if teh whroe was up there....well we didnt find her but we found a different whore.....one VERY lucky whore...wow lol...thats all...haha.....then we went over to auntie anne's talked to tanya for a while.....she gave us free pretzels and drinks haha it was cool.....then we takled about the summer and how its gonna b the best fuckin summer EVER......then she went to the other side of the mall to work....then we went in pac sun to look at purses.....oh yeahh i might b getting a purse...who knows....but we didnt really see anything so we talked to kyle for a while....it was cool...their band might be buying my van...cuz they really need one.....so yeahhh thatd be cool....then we went home....and yeahh that was pretty much my day....oh yeahhhh i won at pedidle!!! hahahah oh yeahhh i rule the pool....but yeahh im gonna go to sleep now....PEACEEEEEEEEEE FLEEECEEEEE Current Mood: guilty Current Music: "lover i dont have to love" bright eyes (Comment on this)
Monday, January 24th, 2005
7:44 pm	sluts and skankballs so yeah another lovely day of staying home and doing absolutely nothing except sitting here thinking about how much my life sucks....i find it kinda sad when u cant think of anything ur looking forward to or excited about....u just see everybody else happy with their boyfriends/girlfriends and how they actually have LIFES....unlike me where i have neither....its just sad where a few people think they have so much trouble with their bfs/gfs....i just wish i had someone....yeah im just gonna stop now cuz i sound pathetic.....but umm yeah thats wut my day consisted of.....that and eating a shit load of carrots....i was hungry for carrots for some reason.....so yeah im gonna go now since my dads bitchign about using the computer....until the next segment of my bitchign.....LATERRRRRR Current Mood: sad Current Music: "the nobodies" marilyn manson (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 20th, 2005
5:12 pm	sensitive pirates & their chinese food so lets see...today.....had midterms....prolly failed them but wutever no one really cares lol.....then got a ride home with april since i cnat buy a car of my own....jee whiz.....came home....for liek 2 seconds....then went for chinese aka sensitive pirate place with justin....some good times haha....i never realized how dirty pineapples and toasters are if you think about it....just be like "hey did you see bill cosby's pineapple and toaster???" i mean seriously thats liek the dirtiest saying i have ever heard in my life....then we found life things in our food....i found some eagle moose chicken thing that didnt even look liek chciken and justin found a green bug lookin thing but the sugar killed it.....no one will EVER know.....until the crazy chinese people took it that is.....then we went to a.c. moore....very dirty place lol....they have naked barbies in there and crabs.....but a REALLY cool colorful big crayon....simply amazing thats all i have to say....then we left......raced an old guy in a buick....i so totally won that....then came home and here i am.....staring at a bottle of furniture polish adn listening to my mom yell at my dad about him eating ice cream when itsso cold out lol....and she just called him 'flabia' ithink haha i dunno but im gonna go now....cuz im just taht cool....byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Current Mood: dirty Current Music: "flabia" (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 19th, 2005
3:53 pm	uhhh.....cheese balls? so ummm.....im hungry.....i could go for some cheese balls right now but i ate all of them earlier...it was gooooooood.....got them 2 days ago before the hawthorne heights show which was awesome cept i only got to be there for 3 songs and there were a bunch of sluts there that need to slit their own throats :)...... so today....went to school....took trig and french midterms which i prolly failed both....came home....had to walk down the fuckin hill in fuckin 3 degree weather thru the snow.....uhh yeah....some good times.....got to sleep for abotu 2 hours til my family woke me up for no reason at all....they thought it was funny....after they wont even get me freakin chinese food....jee whiz is that so much to ask....a little sweet n sour chicken.....so i just decided to go on the computer, like i always do.....and i have absolutely nothing to say so im gonna go eat something again.....prolly skittles.....(wishing for cheese balls to appear)......byeeeeeeeeee Current Mood: thirsty Current Music: "in years to come" thrice (Comment on this)